you are happy to be in your home? what makes you happy, in general? when are u happy? when you take anti depressant you feel always happy? or normal? and never bad? and when you feel bad, what do you do to make you feel better? or you wait, till you mude change by itself? when do you feel lonely? when you're alone? or also when you are with other people? or only when you feel bad? do you feel more lonlyness or more happyness in your life? does buddah help you? where is buddahs home?