nani ga itai nande itai doushite konna ni itagaritai nani ga itai nande itai doushite konna ni itagaritai nani ga itai nande itai doushite konna ni itagaritai nani ga itai nande itai doushite konna ni itagaritai
What's painful? Why is it painful? Why do I want to be in this much pain? What's painful? Why is it painful? Why do I want to be in this much pain? What's painful? Why is it painful? Why do I want to be in this much pain? What's painful? Why is it painful? Why do I want to be in this much pain?
mou itai totemo itai doushite konna ni totemo itai aa itai KIMI ni tsutaetai KIMI ni dake wa tsutaete okitai mou tsurai totemo tsurai doushite konna ni totemo tsurai aitai KIMI ni aitai mune no kono hen ga totemo itai
It's already painful. It's very painful. Why is it this much painful? Ah it's painful. I want to let you know. I only want you to know. It's already agonizing. It's very agonizing. Why is it this much agonizing? I want to see you. I want to see you. This area of my chest feels very painful.
kikkake wa jibun datta no desu kizu o tsukete shimatta no desu houtte okeba shizen shoumetsu demo itami ga ichiichi shuchou shite kuru yo
I was the one who caused the pain. I inflicted many injuries upon myself. They will eventually go away if I leave them be, but the pain is too great to ignore.
tojite itara nani mo mienai natta MONO ni shika wakaranai sonna no rifujin kimawari nai yo dareka BOKU no kurushimi o shitte yo
Once I've locked myself away I can't see anything. I'm the only one to comprehend this pain. This is so very unreasonable and unfair! Someone please understand my anguish already!
koonaidee koonaidee sonna ni shigeki o ataenaide DONMAI desu DONMAI desu ichiichi wameki chirasanaide GOO AWEI GOO AWEI sou watashi wa sono uchi kiesaru yo dakara heiki na FURI shite taekitte yo
Stay away. Stay away. Don't stir me up like that. Don't worry. Don't worry. Don't shriek to me about every little thing. Go away. Go away. Yes, I'll disappear sooner or later. So just pretend to be fine and put up with all of it.
mou itai totemo itai doushite konna ni totemo itai aa itai KIMI ni tsutaetai KIMI ni dake wa tsutaete okitai mou tsurai totemo tsurai doushite konna ni totemo tsurai aitai KIMI ni aitai mune no kono hen ga totemo itai
It's already painful. It's very painful. Why is it this much painful? Ah it's painful. I want to let you know. I only want you to know. It's already agonizing. It's very agonizing. Why is it this much agonizing? I want to see you. I want to see you. This area of my chest feels very painful.
mata dekita no desu gen'in tokutei dekimasen DEKAi YATSU ga nosabatte imasu itami ga HIRIHIRI ZUKIZUKI BIRIBIRI
I've done it again. I have yet to pinpoint the cause. An arrogant jerk is throwing his weight around. My wounds are stinging, throbbing, and numbing.
damatte ireba shirarenai BOKU igai ni wa wakaranai dakara sakebanai namikaze tatenai nani mo nai mama no RAIFU o okuru yo
If I keep my mouth shut no one would find out. No one but I would understand this pain. So I will not scream. I will not make a ruckus. I will live an empty life.
sou da ne sou da ne ANATA ga taereba sumu koto da kara sou yatte sou yatte jibun o gomakashitsuzukete FURAI AWEI FURAI AWEI mou watashi no hou kara SAIN o okuru yo tsuyogaru bakari ja tsukareru desho
Oh yes. Oh yes. Everything will be fine if you just put up with it. Please do that. Please do that. Please keep deceiving yourself. Fly away. Fly away. I will send some signs to you this time. If you keep acting so tough, you'll tire yourself out, you know?
nounai de sousa shite itami sae kairaku to kashite saigen nante nakute yokubari de KONPURIITO shitakute BUT tsunde tonza shite mouhansei sugita jikan makimodoshite ii toko dake SUROO saisei kami kaihi shichatte nante muri da yo ne
I'll manipulate my brain into thinking that the pain is actually ecstasy. Without any limit, I want to complete it avidly. BUT once I come to an impasse and experience a setback, I begin reflecting seriously. It is impossible for me to rewind time and only slow-replay the good parts in an futile attempt to evade God.
itami ni ne itami ni ne kakusarete'ru no wa nan desho ne muri nara ne muri nara ne chanto tasuke o motomete ne
Just what is, just what is, the thing hidden behind your pain? If you can't take it, if you can't take it, then please properly ask for help.
sorosoro ne sorosoro ne watashi no yakume mo owacchau kara ne youyaku ne youyaku ne KAIHOU shite ageru kara ne demo desu ne demo desu ne tokidoki omoidashite hoshii kara ne wasureta koro ni mata kao dasu kara ne anmari choushi ni norazu ni honno sukoshi dake de mo ki o tsukete ite ne
It's almost time, it's almost time, for my job here to be done. Very soon, very soon, I will release you from this pain. However, however, I want you to think about me from time to time. If you should ever forget me, I will appear before you again. Don't get carried away now. Even just for a little bit, please take care.
mou nai doko ni mo nai AITSU wa doko ni mo miataranai ano itami wa mou doko ni mo nai mou tsurai koto wa nai mou nai doko ni mo nai KIMI wa doko ni mo miataranai itami wa doko ni mo nai hazu na no ni tsurai koto nanka nai hazu na no ni
It's gone. It's nowhere to be found. That bastard is nowhere to be seen. That pain no longer exists anywhere. There's nothing agonizing anymore. It's gone. It's nowhere to be found. You are nowhere to be seen. Although my pain should have disappeared, although there shouldn't be anything agonizing anymore,
mou tsurai nazeka tsurai doushite konna ni nani ga tsurai machinozonde ita koto na no ni nandaka nanika ga monotarinai yo mou itai totemo itai kondo wa nani ga totemo itai mou itakunai hazu na no ni mata mune no kono hen ga totemo itai
I feel agonized. For some reason I'm agonized. Why do I feel so much agonized? This is something I looked forward to, but why do I feel that something is lacking? It's already painful. It's very painful. This time something feels very painful. Although I shouldn't feel any pain anymore, this area of my chest feels very painful again.
nani ga itai nande itai doushite konna totemo itai nani ga itai nande itai doushite konna ni itagaritai nani ga itai nande itai doushite konna totemo itai nani ga itai nande itai doushite konna ni itagaritai
What's painful? Why is it painful? Why is it this much painful? What's painful? Why is it painful? Why do I want to be in this much pain? What's painful? Why is it painful? Why is it this much painful? What's painful? Why is it painful? Why do I want to be in this much pain?