i have to quit acting like im happy the things everyone wants are depressing they're making me confused
do you need help being lonely?
i have to stay acting sad, you see a boring relationship could fit beautifully into my lack of trust
failures. can you help me not trust you? failures.
maybe if i despised you enough we could fuck every single day for years on end if that doesn't kill you at least being suicidal might fill the holes in our intimacy