I saw you again in my dreams last night Like clockwork keeping me in time Just my luck I'm out of season Left alone with all my demons
I saw you again as the walls closed in Just a shadow of who you have been Intimate moments Were fake and unspoken
If you see me too I can rest easy and know I got through I wonder if you know or knew A thing about point of view
Caught between a lie and a truth so profound Struggling to come to grips with being twenty one It's unfair to expect something so damn important of me
Leave me to die here I promise I want this I'm not so fucked I'm just prone to fucking up honestly I'm just afraid that I'll die and my gravestone will read: "Loving brother, loving son, died alone"