In return for what you did for me I'll never let you down if I can help it But I feel so helpless
I survived and kept my distance and my sanity And I thought you would too Keeping secrets from each other You were a lover before you grew
And it shouldn't be this hard To keep the fire burning We tried so hard to turn this around I didn't mean to get this far I'm so afraid of change Nothing good can come from anything I make
I make promises that I can't keep This way of life is killing me Everything restraint without release I'm so sick of losing sleep So go and take everything with you I don't blame you, I never intend to More scared than I have ever been I swear I was a lover before I knew