drink yourself to death out on the porch out in the hall remember what its like to have our hands pressed on the walls i am feeling the effects and i am far too sad to talk i know you don't get it, so maybe you could watch i wanna focus on the ceiling i am ghosting through the walls i don’t care how much you love me i’ll be floating in the hall i hate you when you’re drinking, you keep rolling up your sleeves fuck you when i’m crying, you are why i want to leave moral fibers shaky, and i am doing this for you you can’t get too upset when you find out i have come unglued i wanna focus on the ceiling i am ghosting through the walls i don’t care how much you love me i’ll be floating in the hall you hit me right in front of her then kiss me on my head so i can’t help but wishing i’d curl up and die right in my bed thinking with your hands would make us good people, you thought i know how much you love me, but i keep thinking maybe not