When I made you cry out loud When I made you tear apart There was the only reason I didn't need you from the start
I had thought out cruel tortures That would make you bleed to death But my plans were devastated I was told you weren't there
I have no heart
All I did was shadow-fighting There was no enemy Everything I've ever tried Every effort was in vain
I keelhauled my own being Vaporized it out of me And it's terrifying to know I never lived, I don't exist
It was me who cried out loud Now I'm tearing up again Never thought that I would miss you Never knew you were my friend
But still...
I believe that you exist
I believe in love I believe in fear I believe in destiny that made you disapeear I believe in fate I believe in doom I believe that one day you'll forgive me and return
to become myself again I would go anywhere I would do anything Just to be myself again