Here iam deserted into my illness again. And I'm drowning deep down within the fade Sinking down, paling under the hopeless rain And forsaken searching for a peaceful shade In solitude shouting for decades Decades of gloom I buried Buried inside my chest In despair I wither and yet, You're still far away Instant memories flee, it drains with thee Burning with hate, hate is all I feel Dreadly blind. Dead. But now I see These scars I cant. Can't heal In solitude shouting for decades Decades of gloom I buried Buried inside my chest In despair I wither and yet You're still far away Here, iam deserted into my illness again And I'm drowning deep down within the fade Sinking down, paling under the hopeless rain And forsaken searching for a peaceful shade