------------------------------------ I pray on my knees what are you trying to show me God tell me please because it's driving me crazy Am I sick? (I'm sick!) Fanatic or possessed by a demon inside me that is poisoning my soul deep from within
The fear the fear That's imprisoned me here Caused by these blackouts and nightmares that seem to have come from nowhere I'm scared. Am I ill and impaired? Or am I bound by a curse from an evil? So I'll say a prayer Please God please purge out this torment inside me
(CHORUS) The night caught fire The dark sunk in I felt the venom deep within Myself a toxic war We've all got something to live for I must contain My lunacy Keep up the front that I'm okay My burdens I must ignore We've all got something to live for
I don't know why I faint But these blackouts create these visions in my head of hate Am I sick? Or is there more than it seems at first glance? Is there a message hidden deep within these dreams?
Please God please Purge out this torment inside me Set me free Or have you forsaken me?
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Locked away I'lol hide out Feels like I've come undone Or I can leave now But where can I go? Where can I run?
We've all got something to live for Gotta open my eyes to see through the storm
And I try to maintain The illusion of glee that makes me seem okay, day by day But it's starting to destroy me
I'll live a lie Keep it inside I'll live a lie I'll live a lie