I am not really sad, though you blessed me for doing this.
i cannot reduce my guilt what i did cant be undone
now i see where i was drowning an ocean as deep as my obsession miles away from helping hands i swallowed the cold, freezing my lungs
sink so deep freeze my lungs watch me die as i watched you
now you feel how i felt drowning an ocean full of my affliction miles away from helping hands you swallow filled by my grief
i am not really sad though you blessed me for doing this
when i look into your eyes i can still see the blue ocean memories crawling back into my fucking mind
fast as lead you'll sink so deep sink so deep
listen closely, you'll sink so deep i'll pull you down, down with me hard as concrete, i'll grab your feet sink so deep, down with me watch me drown, like you ditched me sink so deep, down with me i'll watch you die, as you've watched me we'll sink so deep