When she called I had a knife to my wrist Feelin like life ain't make sense See I just quit my job Sick of flippin burgers, and livin in my aunts garage So I just let it drain Sittin here drownin' in a bottle of Jim Beam Thinkin to myself she was posed' to be my queen Feel like a bad dream And I just wanna wake up, walked in the house Caught some niggas diggin her out, him and the spouse Remember when we first confessed we loved on another I was cool with her paps, she was tight with my mother Crazy as it sounds, I think I still love her Enough to take my own life, left me with nothin but a broken heart Suicidal thoughts, a twelwe inch blade, real real sharp Phone still ringin, so I picked up the call Let go of the knife, let it drop to the floor Damn
When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up) When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up) When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife
When she called he had a knife to his wrist Contemplatin if life made sense See he just quit his job Sick of flippin burgers, and livin in a garage So he just let it drain Didn't even check the caller ID Thought about his girlfriend cheatin on him He caught her in a bed with another woman And another man, couldn't understand How you could crush a persons heart, in the palm of your hands Now he's depressed, even thinkin suicidal Like how you going from a lover to a rival Bottle of yack, knife on his lap Death on his mind, matter of time before he just snaps But he answers the phone Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com It's his mother on the other end, pleatin that he needs to come home He puts the knife down, at the sound of her voice Hesatating bout makin that choice Wrong or right That phone call might have saved his life He said to himself
When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up) When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up) When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife
She could have been his wife, he could have been her husband Could've had a family, wonder where the love went What caused her to be unfaithful Was it him Or the young stud that she met at the gym Always kept the smile ??? Never thought his life might come to an end Reflects on the days when they were best friends But this is now And that was then
She awakes to the news he committed suicide Her heart dropped and she begins to cry Thinking of their first kiss back in junior high Didn't even get the chance to say goodbye But it's because of her He's no longer alive Worst part about it He never knew why And everything he thought to be true was a lie He died with her picture by her side and a letter that read
When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up) When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up) When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife