By loving you my heart has died It turned cold and gray inside I had no choice I lost control How was I to ever know It was of you I dreamed at night It was for you I gave my life Because of you me sadness grows How was I to ever know
I became so attached to you I didn't think it would all fall through I try so hard, I can't let go How was I supposed to know I thought God sent you here for me I thought all this was meant to be I never thought I'd fall this low How was I supposed to know
Did All I could God knows I tried... God heard me cry... God by my side... But loving you was suicide.