suikomareru youna shirosa wo omoidashita youni tobitatsu no sa
Even breathing reminds me of your pure white essence When I remembered what it was like, I leapt to my feet
But I can’t stare at you Before my heart shatters away I can only move on
namida karenai imasara sukitooru yubi ha subete ooikakusu no sa
I can’t stop these tears It’s already too late, I’m covering my disappearing hands from sight
yurase koushouna ai itsuwari okukai no kanashimi ha haiiro nee douka oborete ii ka na kono kuroi ai wo soba ni iru dake de ii nante kireigoto ha iranai tada uso dake, uso dake ni furete
The sorrow of our regal love, our lies, our regrets It’s all grey to me Hey… Somehow, it’d be okay to drown in this black sea of grief, right? You don’t have beautiful thoughts like “I only need you by my side” Those are just lies, it’s all just lies
Don’t forget about me I’ll make sure to remember you I can tell it’s you through those lies you feed me You just smiled for the last time in the rocking cradle namida karehatete ima yogoreteiru yubi wo kimi ni sarake dasu no sa
I’ve killed off my tears And now, I’ve exposed my sullied hands to you
soushite…
Because…
yurushitai no kowashitai no akumade shiritai no shiranai no akumade yurushitai no kowashitai no akumade urusai no kono sai ii na?
I want to forgive you, but I want to destroy you thoroughly I want to understand you, but I want to forget you completely I want to forgive you, but I want to destroy you thoroughly But I’ll be quiet now, alright?
koushouna ai itsuwari okukai no kanashimi ha haiiro nee douka oborete ii ka na kono kuroi ai wo soba ni iru dake de ii nante kireigoto ha iranai tada uso dake, uso dake ni furete
The sorrow of our regal love, our lies, our regrets It’s all grey to me Hey… Somehow, it’d be okay to drown in this black sea of grief, right? You don’t have beautiful thoughts like “I only need you by my side” Those are just lies, it’s all just lies
yuruse koushou ha nai itsuwari houdai no yorokobi mo haiiro nee douka oborete ii kana kono kuroi ai wo kimi ga iru dake de ii nante omotta koto ha iranai tada uso dake, uso dake ni furete
I’ll just forgive you, because I don’t want to talk about it Lie as much as you like; happiness, too, will be stained grey Hey… Somehow, it’d be okay to drown in this black sea of love, right? I don’t even think things like “I’ll be fine if you’re here” anymore Those are just lies, it’s all just lies