I wash my hands in the water of the toilet I wash my hands in the beauty of your tears and every time I see you smile I feel like drowning in the nile I break my feet on the pathway to forgiveness I break my feet on the beauty of your stares And every step I try to take I realize it's all a fake There is a garden Full of beauty There is a garden I will never see There is a desert Full of disgrace and In this desert I will find my place I burn my tongue in the xray of the sun shine I burn my tongue in the beauty of your grace And every time I feel your ire I know I'll end up in hell fire I lose my mind at the sight of all your beauty I lose my mind at the sight of your delight And every time I sense your shine I feel a crackle on my spine There is a garden Full of beauty There is a garden I will never see There is a desert Full of disgrace and In this desert I will find my place