I'm gazing upward a world I can't embrace There's only thorns and splinters Venom in my veins It's okay to cry out When it's driving you insane But somehow someday I'll have to face the pain It's all gone cold But no one wants the blame It's all so wrong But who am I, who am I to say? I'm begging for forgiveness Everything I've done If God is listening he knows I'm not the only one It's okay to lash out From the rules that I'm enslaved But somehow someday I'll have to turn the page It's all gone cold And no one wants to change It's all so wrong But no one wants the pain It's all gone cold There's nothing left to gain It's all so wrong But who am I, who am I to say? My heart's an endless winter Filled with rage I'm looking forward to Forgetting yesterday It's all gone cold And no one wants to change It's all so wrong But no one wants the blame It's all gone cold There's nothing left to gain It's all so wrong But who am I, who am I to say?