Carry the burden of living for no reason My heart beats are staggered and my thoughts uneven Covering scars won’t make me more appealing I’m not giving up I’m letting go of this feeling They say that I’m worthless I’m quiet and nervous I’ll drown in my last thoughts my life has no purpose My veins punctured injecting my discomfort My heart ruptured My life cut short No I’m not hurt Life’s so vain I just can’t feel anything anymore
Lacerations break my skin the red drips out like rain Humiliated by my life I hide my face in shame And curse their names as I come to accept my fate Say goodbye to the ones I love before it’s too late I’ll swallow my sadness and wipe the tears from my face I feel the darkness surround me as my life slips away
It was too late when my mom walked in I was lying on the floor with blood drenched skin Tears down her check she said “I didn’t listen” I’m sorry I’m sorry I made this decision Give me a reason to say it’s not worth it My true feelings hide in the lies on surface I lost my last chance but I know I’m not perfect I cough I regress Did I really deserve this