Lost in a sea of emotion I put a gun to my head as I contemplated the end (I can't fucking do this again) Don't tell me that I won't do it, don't fucking say I'm afraid I'm in control of my decisions for this life that I made
Swirling winds surround me like eyes staring at me Though keeping my head up as never been so hard When you kick me in the teeth As I lay, as i bleed It's so hard to breathe let alone stand on my feet
Live your comfort live, go live it long But what'll matter when you're fucking dead and gone You always go with the crowd and create a comfort zone Why don't you think for yourself and have a mind of your own I won't ask you to change, but know I don't like you for who you are It's just a part of my mental state, so I'll just bleed out alone as I go insane
Swirling winds surround me like eyes staring at me Though keeping my head up as never been so hard When you kick me in the teeth As I lay, as i bleed It's so hard to breathe let alone stand on my feet (x2)
Do you understand me No one understands me No one understands me
Swirling winds surround me like eyes staring at me Though keeping my head up as never been so hard When you kick me in the teeth As I lay, as i bleed It's so hard to breathe let alone stand on my feet (x2)