i just want to be equals, be equals, be equals without all the feeble attempts to hurt you because that’s not what i want but if you needed some space you should have told me the only thing you told was butterflies and hold me when it’s cold to anyone who’s willing to be warm reacclimate to someone who is better than i was but i don’t want to think of what he does no i don’t want to think of what he does jesus christ, i don’t want to think before i die i don’t want to be the one sacrificed for what you did and oh my god, the doors are closing quicker than i thought with fear that i’ll become the person that you are we were just kids roll call in a home room then class we didn’t go to because we’re leaving after lunch to anywhere that we could sit alone and talk i only wish that we had known when we were young that sometimes people want to die and that’s alright but is it alright to spend these six whole months that i thought i was fine and i know you did everything to just keep me alive and i know, i know there’s nothing left for you here i want to be equals, be equals, be equals i just never imagined a future without you and i guess that’s my fault