where did you go, and what did you do with all the time you were too scared to move and what is it like to be by yourself for three and a half years for roughly three and a half years if we could just pretend that i went to college and that is why you, you haven’t seen me i wanted to go, but not for this long i over did it why did you say that i was one in a million because i believed it i thought i had something that you were too scared to lose so if we could just pretend that i went to college or traveled abroad and did something different anything but just sitting at home for three and a half years writing song after song after song so what is it like to be by yourself and not feel like you’ll die around everyone else i thought i was one in a million well thanks for nothing yeah thank you thank you