Here’s a song I did a good while ago for a Jeune Été Records cassette release. I’ve never been a huge fan of it, but some of you are, so here you go.
irreparable pieces remember when you promised that you would never leave me that your heart would never stop shining the light that kept me warm during the winter and whole when it was summer and holds me like no other light before like the pedals of a flower taking chance in its abundance take for granted what they gave you everyday but when autumn takes them back i dont know who to ask
i haven’t left the house in ages im so scared that i am dying pray to God that i’m not ready slow my heart and keep on trying to tidy up the mess that i’ve been making most of my life and continue making music that i know you only like listening to when you’re in my shoes
remember when you promised that this would never happen it said so in the letter that you wrote now im so cold during the winter i want to die when its summer i hope you die when another has your heart and smashes it into irreparable pieces and leaves them on a cold tile floor projected to the open where your mother can clearly see them as she steps over the mess that you once were so they’ll be forced to lie right there next to mine