[Verse 1] Drink till I'm dead, toast to my life Forget about it all in the process Holding my breath, cold for the night Difficult to know what the cost is Call it what you want Tell me that I'm fucked up Tell me that I'm wrong, that I'm right Tell me that I lost touch Tell me that I'm like him Tell me that I'm down for the fight Would anybody care if I woke up? (?) they might feel different Everyone's stripped down, coked up Thought it might be real, but it isn't My mind it goes to the darkest places I've got so much to love, sometimes I fucking hate it
[Hook] First I felt faded, then it got loud Next I was wasted, then I blacked out Sit down, got to get sober But it always starts right over First I felt faded, then it got loud Next I was wasted, then I blacked out Not who I seem, but I mean like I've been doing bad things, bad things, yeah I've been having bad dreams, bad dreams, yeah
[Verse 2] Scared that I'll fail, knees in the dirt Calling up somebody that I don't love Leaving all my sad tales, even if it hurts See the beast, but it always seems to show up Call it what you want Tell me that I'm worthless Tell me that I'm hype, that I'll blow up Tell me I'm a fucked up person Tell me every night that I'm spending on a sofa Looking way back in the archives Locate the link Cause I went straight from the hard times To spitting in a kitchen sink My mind it goes to the darkest places I've got so much to love, sometimes I fucking hate it
[Hook] First I felt faded, then it got loud Next I was wasted, then I blacked out Sit down, got to get sober But it always starts right over First I felt faded, then it got loud Next I was wasted, then I blacked out Not who I seem, but I mean like I've been doing bad things, bad things, yeah I've been having bad dreams, bad dreams, yeah