i walked by your house for the second time this week, the lights were off so i know that you were home. it's not comforting to know, but then again nothing about us ever was. i still gave it my all because all i ever wanted was you. i felt something so strong, turns out you just felt sorry for me. nothing changes but the people who are making me cross my heart and hope i die. how could i ignore the signs that you were a stranger the whole time? a wild animal, so beautiful but i knew you'd eat me alive. i thought you'd claw my insides, (i spilled my guts so long ago) but you didn't do anything. you just waited for me to bleed out slowly. i will never learn my lesson because i still give you everything. i'll always miss because i can't forget, and all i can do now is run away from everyone and everything. just make it one more year. (nothing changes) keep running. (but the people) just make it one more year.