These quills will jolt and penetrate Some pass while others can’t relate I stood hopelessly myself You hate when it gets this close And I know the blank look you put on Like some concertino wire In here I try to change my life I hit the same wall every time
The night accelerates When you need it most I am a satellite And a holy ghost The mind is a battlefield But the heart is a surgeon And I am between them And I am uncertain
I try to know you but I’m too late Some guy told you how you’re no good So now you’re gonna prove him right We’re all trauma all the time And I ought to charge you by the hour For all the time I think on you I caught you plotting my demise I thought I ought to help you try
The night accelerates When you need it most I am a satellite To your holy ghost The mind is the enemy But the heart is an anchor Why can’t you find me I’ve never been closer
What if the life you tried to live Was diametrically opposed To what everyone agrees Is good, good enough for most And I’m tired of always being right And risking everything on you You’re never there when I get home You watch then you turn me off
The night accelerates When you need it most And I am a color test In a field of ghosts The mind is a battlefield But the heart is a surgeon And we are between them And we are uncertain