it just hurts to the bone to see that look in your face, to feel the despise, to know it's gonna take a while to fix my rep and till you won't look at me as a stupid little kid craving for attention anymore.
so the thing is i am better off without opening my mouth and talking about this part of my life until you really know who i am and it won't change your opinion about me no matter if it's love, hate, respect or despise.
if you know one more detail about me that doesn't mean i don't remain the same.
i'm better off without saying a single word till you really get to know who i am.
(botár)
it's so fucking annoying that people think you are aggressive and stupid just because you listen to different music. it turns out i just shouldn't tell them about the music i like and do (and this doesn't mean metalcore is the only music i like) and let them get to know ME. so when they find out what music i play they will be surprised but won't judge me as bad.