Sometimes when things are perfect The taste becomes to sweet and then i start to choke like its some rancid meat I start to get the feeling like this shit is all too much smiles all around I could burn it all down I can wreck it I can fuck it all up just hit the button and i self destruct Its feels so easy cuz ive done it alot before smiles on your faces, dont know what could be in store Its an option, thats safe to say i could take the happiness and flush it away and then be left with nothing have to start it all over just to build it back up, and maybe self destruct... Just knowing that i have the option Just knowing where i stand Just feeling that i have the control To fuck it up when shit gets bland Just knowing makes me wanna live just knowing helps me understand now i can walk the tight rope of being the self destructing man everyone is all so happy everything is going great and i can feel the darkness creeping as the hour's growing late dont they all know that the partys gunna end that one day we will lose all our family and friends if i knock it all down i can be the one to blame and then no one will notice when the shit is getting lame maybe im twisted, addicted to the pain but all these smiling faces make me wanna go insane I can wreck it I can fuck it all up just hit the button and i self destruct Its feels so easy cuz ive done it alot before smiles on your faces, dont know what could be in store Its an option, thats safe to say i could take the happiness and flush it away and then be left with nothing have to start it all over just to build it back up, and maybe self destruct... Just knowing that i have the option Just knowing where i stand Just feeling that i have the control To fuck it up when shit gets bland Just knowing makes me wanna live just knowing helps me understand now i can walk the tight rope of being the self destructing man