Im sorry that my life isnt the life you had planned for me
Im so sorry...
Its so hard to make sense of who i am Because looking back all I ever wanted Was to be accepted for the things I achieved and the goals I had set For myself and only myself. I always wanted to be just like you But your absence in my adolescence taught me how to lay the footprints of my own bright future. Still, Id be lying if I said that I didnt want you to be proud of me.
But Maybe I did something? Maybe I pushed you away? I just dont know anymore I...I just want my childhood back I just want to hear that youre proud of the choices Ive made And the steps that Ive taken To make my own destiny
A destiny that should be so fulfilling And yet, I still have such a big, empty hole in my heart that I relied on you to mend: That I relied on you to fill...
I just cant go on pretending to be something that Im not Im just so tired of living to your standards of letdowns and bad habits This is not how a family is supposed to be
Break the chains That bind you to negativity Break the chains That bind you to mediocrity Break the chains