You could feel the pain The strain on my brain No matter what I do Homeboy you’ll never change What is life? Can’t stand the pain or the struggle No matter what I do I seem to find trouble Shit from my past, evild deeds that I’ve done Can’t correct shit with the gun Maybe I should run, maybe I should hide Maybe I should chill and work a 9to5 I put the knife away and lived right another day Looking for the silver lining but I only see grey Never shoot the rock or the puff-puff But niggas come around my way acting rough Toys in the brain, soaked on the chemical Don’t give a shit cause the whole world’s scared of you What you need is the next episode Full of grieve what you feed is for the white girl I don’t know a lot but one thing’s sure My body feels the pain and my brain feels sore You could feel the pain The strain on my brain No matter what I do Homeboy you’ll never change You could feel the pain The strain on my brain No matter what I do Things will stay the same If you could feel the pain Now I bring the rain The thunder and the lighting Again and again I’m two days without prescript My microphone’s blessed My eyes are tired Cause my brain feels the stress You can come in Come deep yes within The ill laboratory Where it all begin Days that I spend But nothing ever changes I wish I’d leave my body