what's your bluest memory? this is me at 19 searching for a landmark edging beyond the waves this is me at 25 sucking down a landmark mother mother, lead heavy i let your deaths define me the state i'm always in mother mother, lead heavy i'm always running circles around the things i cast off what's your greyest memory? breaking with one too many not to bad at tying one on you can never calm down this is me at 14 just barely breathing i look too damn nervous never ever shining nothing shuts me up mother mother, lead heavy i let your deaths define me the state i'm always in mother mother, lead heavy i'm always running circles around the things i cast off mother mother, lead heavy i'm still always here the same place i'm always going mother mother, lead heavy i built this entire reign the state i'm always in.