You think I didn't see them there? The snakes in my grass Well who do you think put them there? Some sick star outside of my control The same sick star that snuffed out your life Oh mother, oh mother Your oldest son is a failure I know, I know Like this I'll end up drowning myself I know, I know Oh mother, oh mother Your oldest son is a failure I know, I know Like this I'll end up drowning myself I know, I know I don't want to die alone I know, I know But my insecurities swallow me whole You think you can change it But it's all on the other side of the coin I know, I know Maybe the blame lies outside myself I know, I know Don't let me die here alone