I didn't want to hate you So now I hate myself And I didn't want to judge you But I had to pretend or I'd kill myself I said more than I should've I'm sorry I had to Or my heart would just pop out of my chest I brought you some flowers But they didn't make you happy I'm sorry for making you confused I guess I'm just a bad person
I didn't want to hate you So now I hate myself So now I'm drowning myself again Just. Fuck. Everything Let's get wasted together I swear it'll be so much fun 'Cause I'm so tired of crying alone It's not even sad
But hey I brought you some flowers And you asked me why I did it It's just that I'm so scared to lose you I'd lose myself