It's been so long since, I have smiled I even forgot my faults for a while... "But I don't really mind, I would rather go blind and die Turning into nothing more than dust by your touch than regret" Or so you said. What happens then?
The you who cursed this world to no ends Had learned to smile wide as a pretense It only made it worse Hating yourself it's like a curse Standing there and watching you it made me feel even more hurt
I would rather stay far away 'Cause hypocrisy, isn't the path I'd choose, okay? and I wanted to know Can I scream out loud? To confirm my place and know my life is allowed
This world is all full of lies, everything God whispers in my ears, those words, they're still ringing I try to call your name With my weak frame The rib cage rattles with the sounds I proclaim But I know somewhere inside of you A thirty-six degree sound, burns true
I try to see what I can. Not. See I try to not see what, that I can see We're selfish as we are The breathing becomes really hard When we are alone, I came to know and value that part
I was not aware that you had Found what had made me sad The genuine me wants to fly As far away and up into the black and starry night sky
Let us all just move fast Forget the gloomy past Just let it go Please don't say no A smile that is not for show?
I am lighting up this worthless and hopeless world With nothing more than a lamp in me that unfurled If I turn into ashes and I mix rain that falls down around you, give me your pain
This world is all full of lies, everything God whispers in my ears, those words, they're still ringing I try to call your name With my weak frame The rib cage rattles with the sounds I proclaim If I fall into bits, it's okay Because I know that this time, I will say
Oh, please don't forget, promise me A 36 degree breath quickens Those lamps that are inside us Burns anew