I won't hold my tongue I'm not okay without you here I guess what's done is done I just feel so exposed without you near
And I won't say that I'm okay 'cause you taught me not to lie so know that I'll miss you everyday
You always taught me to be good and always do my best to be selfless but I know that God is holding you and I am so damn jealous 'cause I miss your arms around me and the way you make me laugh and now I'm stuck inside this prison that says you're never coming back.
So I'm sitting in my room as I try to write this song. I'm so sorry that it's not good enough, It's just that everything seems wrong. And I keep bursting into tears because the pain won't go away because the Father took my best friend and said she cannot come out to play anymore.
I won't hold my tongue I'm not okay without you here I won't hold my tongue I'm not okay without you here I won't hold my tongue I'm not okay without you here I guess what's done is done but I just feel so exposed without you near.
And I won't say that I'm okay 'cause you taught me not to lie so know I'll miss you everyday
You always taught me to be good and always do my best to be selfless but I know that God is holding you and I am so damn jealous 'cause I miss your arms around me and the way you make me laugh and now I'm stuck inside this prison that says you're never coming back.
And now I'm sitting in my room as I try to write this song. I'm so sorry that it's not good enough, It's just that everything seems wrong. But I will try my best to be good So I can pave my way straight through the pearly gates into your arms so we can play once more.