lost the will to live death is the only thing that could extricate me from this curse of sorrow so I take a rope and roam from life to death Now I've arrived at this old dark masonry in a cold wooden crate I lie between all these candles which are alight just mine is extinct grow, cold, dead there's no bottom I'm falling deeper and deeper into the depths of decease submerged in a sea of tears the tears of those who mourn about the loss in the mousey fog of depression once I kneeled and showeled the moist soil now i lay down beside your grave and finally the longing is satisfied