3.The Architecture Of Loss [From These Wounds 2006]
A few days have passed since I heard the word There is not much time left for me in this world I try to be strong so I put on this mask Yet the burden of death is a heavy task
About to lose my everything Cancellation of my future dreams So I have written my testament My desire to live it screams I received my death sentence From a friendly man in white The being that is my essence Soon to fade into the night
When you go out of town do you ever think of me The poison you put in your veins might make you share my fate I am so scared that I am shaking all day long Answer to the great mystery, most likely I'll be gone
The doctors are kind but unable to help As the panic grows I reflect on the self Will I remain beyond or will I be reborn For what is not longer should never be mourned
As darkness and light collide I finally understand Atheism and faith unite as nature lets go of my mind As I let go to never ever again be here Passing into the heavenly void, never again to be scared