I want to run away into the loneliness to hide the sorrow within me, keep the grief my passion of going straight ahead tothe light has burn out my eyes faced the light remains from the twilight wind in my vans agree me to forget the charm of smelling flowers, wispering wind which is dancing among the branches of trees of the mountain floods splash my rusted sword once symbol of justice now is laying into the faded flowers clasp black is my color, moon is my friend which way I have to go, who can show me what I am looking for, I don't know I have to leave my body but I can't I am looking at my hands and I don't know what to do once my life was so beautifull, not it's vaxation and painful path for me I know no one can help me neither God nor man I must take on the fight with myself it will be the most important battle of my life