[Verse: Futuristic] Driving down my old street Reminiscing about watching concerts from nosebleeds What's charity I'm keeping all my proceeds Yesterday my mama asked what happened to the old me So loving, so caring, and so generous Eager to learn so I can wipe away the ignorance I'm only worried about my current situation If you made it through what I have you too would be inconsiderate Only rap about myself cause I don't have friends Still trying to get over the things my dad did Two racks for a show and I left at the crib Still trippin' someone tell me where my cash went I ain't mad about the money man that come and go Just upset my whole family's untrustworthy Been buying my own clothes since like fifth grade My grandmama said don't you have enough jerseys She passed away and I ain't been the same since Not to mention on the Fourth of July Me and my girl's anniversary So on the day that I'm supposed to be happy I wear a smile but I'm hurtin' inside And its like You gotta grind every second of every day If you really want to make it into rotation at the station So when death and tragedy hits you you push it away Ain't no time for a fucking vacation I'm like What if it doesn't work, what if I never make it I'm running out of words, what the fuck am I saying I should be celebrating on my latest success Maybe I should've taken that deal could be my greatest regret And I'm stressed Overwhelmed what I put on my own plate Haters lovin' That's all I get from my home state Tell my girl I'm workin' so I'll be home late Sometimes I'm really working Sometimes I'm just home late Change