Here I am unseen, unheard I just left behind the world With my memories and fears Locked in my own stream of time I can feel things passing by I can see all but I'm not here
There is nothing more to gain No more pleasure, no more pain Only aloofness and ennui No more colors, no more taste, Only rest of life to waste Slowly falling from the acme
I am used to live this way I'm just spending day by day Doing little things for no one Yellow dusk and icy stars Treacherous weakness, hidden scars That's the only world I know now
But a part of inner self Still awaits for something else And keeps trying to arise But its an unequal struggle Direct threat and dirty juggle Always force it to remise
Then thirst rises up again Then thirst rises up again Maelstrom's in the sky That's engulfs my mind There's thirst rises up again
When I slake my deadly thirst All around drowns in the mist And relief comes for a moment I can spread my withered wings I can cope with anything I'm a god until next morning
And I run delusively free Canopy of dying trees Covers me from hostile glares I have just the rest of night To forget my constant blight ‘till the sunlight brings despair
Then thirst rises up again Then thirst rises up again Maelstrom's in the sky Dead soul last desire
Is this the occasion To make the self donation? The gates are open wide for a slave.
I spurn this path I have my pride and wrath Another golden way I pave
I don't cry See my grin Here I am to stay in
"You haven't got a place among the living You are not welcomed in this world Your mistakes are not forgiven" Said me the the angel with flaming sword
You don't care about me So I will never beg you I'll just take the place that's mine
Deny me, betray me I spit upon your favour I won't remain inside this shrine
There's the world we maintain I'm a link of that chain
"Son of a bitch, next time try harder But anyway now we are done Trees are like horsemen in your garden Leave with them before the dawn"
Then thirst rises up again There's thirst rises up again Maelstrom's in the sky A prolonged dying There's thirst rises up again