The world as a market, where lack of understanding rules. No answers for our feelings... Monopoly for lies and greed. Are you fuckin' disappointed? Open your eyes! You're on the funeral of ideal.
Perfection does not exist, something 100percent good. Such things don't exist as the world is just world and we're just humans. Fight for survival! Egoism, jealousy and wondering how to earn more... There's no point in fooling yourself. Changes aren't involved. Wondering why things are the way they are also leads to dead end street. The only thing we can do is to clench our fists, tighten our teeth, open eyes wide and accept the next dose of cruelty and disappointment served by the reality we live in. Inner strength this should motivate us to survive. The characters of 'BEVERLY HILLS 90210' and 'WONDERFUL YEARS' know shit!!! Everything is so very simple to them... because it's a fuckin' fiction!
This one is for all those who buy into Hollywood shit and later on are surprised and sigh why their life does not look like 'Friends' or 'Amelia's' lives... Sorry, we are no sweet movies heroes, our lives are never going to be nice and easy. There are no simple solutions, there are no simple answers. Copying the schemes is shitty! One needs to look inside of himself and be prepared to accept rejection. Not always do we fit into a tv and social pattern however hard we tried to fit in. Feelings and interrelations cannot be reduced to an idealised or simply false picture on a tv screen. If you want you can always find comfort in a tv pulp.
Probably this is not the way you have imagined this life to be. Why is it so hard to find yourself in this world? While growing up we realize that what we have once thought so obvious is inaccessible, an outright lie. Sometimes one has to incessantly humiliate oneself to achieve anything at all. The system is remorseless. Those having the strength fight while the weaker are unfortunately doomed to fail from the start.