In silent sootheness of the day Sudden strike comes from the back An unawaited stunning blow Which brings my soul to a state of wreck You talk about the good you've seen In me but it's just one side of What is held behind the curtains Of a good-old-known disguise
And no I can't hold it all It burns and grows My rage's out at once and now It's bursting and it flows
A rich soul for the seeds of hate No good at all heavens can wait For now my fury's too immense When soul burns there's no sense To reach for goodness in myself Now I'm the one there's noone else So god save my hatred
You kept me as a fool inside your lie Being a friend Now words of yours aren't true in sight of What had grown inside my head You talk about the good in me But never were aware of What here ritght behind the curtains No achieve what you're worth
The more you get - the more you want No looking back, you don't - you won't A spitefool look inside your eye Can't find an easy way to lie The words are stil the world is dark Just purple splashes in the dark There's such foul silence in my ears And only hatred is sincere
So what - you're unconcerned For now it's too late Your memories are burnt to ashes In fires of hate
Hate grows like cancer in my brain Cremating hopes won't remain Can't find no warmth inside my heart No voice of friends just poisoned dart Pure rage is burning in my veins I'm no more nice, I broke these chains So god
A rich soul for the seeds of hate No good at all heavens can wait For now my fury's too immense When soul burns there's no sense To reach for goodness in myself Now I'm the one there's noone else So god save my hatred