Matt- I'm so distant from myself I can't feel the constant construct of walls surrounding my heart. Such foundations prevent self diplomacy when it's needed the most. But if I could just learn to express myself in different ways, my vocabulary seems repeat itself with ever thought I seem to convey. Making treaties as a safety net to keep myself intact. But what if this safety net were to rip when I needed it the most? Upon impact there's no breath left to sustain this dream; with these aspirations prematurely deceased. I'm reduced to somnambulism
A hope I too may get a second chance to set things straight. A transitional cleanse to clear a pathway to another part of myself. This cleanse has yet to take effect, though I can feel the difference it has made on my life. What kind of toll will it take? I breath for myself but long for your warmth. A comfort I haven't felt in a year.
Tyler- In the convenience of time id like you to know that ive missed you, ive missed you for years. In the times where we smiled i remembered your happiness, i remembered the times when we cared. We carried ourselves as high as the clouds, and we felt the stares of the crowds as we walked our intentions together.
We sat in our homes and watched as the days grew shorter and the nights grew longer. we passed the time as if we were never getting it back. and i remember ever single thing you ever told me.