Over the last few years this charade and the mask I've been wearing are falling apart. I don't think that I can hold it together any longer. Exactly who am I? And what have I become? Is it to late to change my mind? Cause I just can't stop this war waging inside of me, between the person I am now and just who I used to be. I cant tell whether I'm getting weaker or stronger I don't know the difference. Is this the life I've chosen? Or was it chosen for me? I dont know, I guess I never will. I can't get back, this is a promise I made to myself, a promise I made to you. Sometimes I will question all of the choices made in my life, but I can never go back. (Oh My God, I can never go back!)