So hopeful, so young So torrid and yet so fleeting Listlessly I sit I'm so terrified of what's waiting for me or what I'm waiting for, will it never come and though we breathe we're barely alive waiting's not living and the living should not wait for those that may not come Carefully constructed plans Grand elaborate plans I draft but listlessly I sit I'm so terrified of what I'm waiting for So I'll take my hands and bury them in my chest I'll take my words and swallow my pride Every hour we lie together I'm burning in my guilt I pray with my fingers crossed and I sign with such doubt.