today is green and tomorrow is blue. it's always the same with things wanting and running at full tilt reversive ways. give me another filler to make this another wasted night. to feel that bitter aftertaste. to ask myself again if this is me. fuck what i told myself yesterday, today was blue and tommorrow it'll all be grey. i make this another morning to regret. living a permanence that i so much can't stand. i'm giving a smile to being at odds with myself. it's me at fast forward drowning. i'm drowning in a contradictory me. fuck what i told myself yesterday, today was blue and tommorrow is grey. today is green and tomorrow is blue. i ask myself again if this is me. swaying in disaccords, things to face but not willing to see. fuck what i told myself yesterday. today was blue and tommorrow it will all be fucking grey.