don't tell me you believe in me we all know it doesn't help i don't even believe in my self another day begins and I'm still here can't stand to look at myself in the mirror
this brooding is never ending and I don't want to spend my time feeling sorry for myself this ache in my chest is the only motivation I have left
the further along I get I realize I'm alone in this surrounded by less people everyday
and I'm not even lonely i'm not even mad i'm not even sad i'm not anything