So many years I'm digging my own grave but the soul is already under the ground! Can someone stop me? Can someone stop me? I'm tired of pretending, that I'm alive And no one can ever hear me scream! It's like i'm swimming in the middle of an ocean And no one can help me! Did I deserve it? How many times do I have to feel? Oh God! Are you blind? Please don't be so cruel to me!