I wish that I could say I am a perfect man I wish sometimes that I would not be who I am One day I decided I would think on this Not knowing if faith and pain could co-exist Could I ever on my own conceive Of someone I did not know, but I need? I must be made to be at peace and communion 'Cause there must be some place somehow From where I have fallen
[Chorus:] I find through every ounce of pain I feel That my mind cannot deny that God is real
The inconsistency of what I say I should be Compared to what I am in actuallity Leaves me in conclusion that I know the way Though I am unable to always obey
Nothing in this world has satisfied My soul's hunger for a deeper life The weight of my misdeeds were crushing, blinding me I still live with pain inside but now I can see
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The peices of my life are scattered on the floor I stared at them till I could take no more I do not deserve to be set free Forgiveness is what I despereately need
And if it wasn't for the perfect blood was shed Would I not be dead inside but I live instead
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I know my faith's still here Believe through all my tears