bless me father for i have sinned. first and foremost for giving in. what i have come to understand misfortune came by my own hand.
do as i say, not as i've done. what i've become must be undone. all the loss that i've endured. faither is a sickness and i am cured.
so many promises fallen through. my hatred grew every day for you. a thousand drugs for a thousand highs about which i told a thousand lies. the cursed thoughts within my head. the cursed things that i have said. of all the ways to behave like scum all the temptations to which i've succumb.
forgive me mother for i have sinned. i can't decide where to begin. the boy you riased is now a ghost. you've been the one i've hurt the most. the sleepless nights full of concern. knowing now trust is something earned. disappointing in every way. a new excuse every single day. despite the chances that i have had. i'm a worthless son and a worthless dad. a careless lover to all i've fucked. and to all my bastards i wish the best of luck.
for all i've borrowed and all i've stole please have mercy upon my soul. i know this apology isn't much. i know i curse everything i touch.
treating life just like a gam. every scar on my arm, another badge of shame. how the years seem to fly by walking this crooked line til the day i die...