wrapped around the nervousness subsiding coming down the realization hits me diminishing acceptance that this isn't mine the last three calls they didn't go as i expected shut me out, it is your twenty-seventh listening to what i made you for the thousandth time
so turn it off and go beyond where this is keeping me discard remember how to push the key i will not regret, i will refuse because it was mine to lose
if my life is short why turn back for another? change course, a rediscovery to feel you belong and as the path it leads away from this uncertain fate a hope, belief in which i create i don't need a reaction i don't need another distraction