So low, can't get out of my own way This time in my life Has been the worst so far Lonely and impatient, waiting for a change Sick of my existence My life is fucking lame You'll never know the pain I feel inside my brain It never goes away Day after fucking day I said it never goes away
No choice Self abuse No choice And no excuse
Closed mind tortured brain Cracking from the mental strain Abuse myself till nothing's left Always a step away from death Smoke myself into oblivion Drink until I'm over the porcelain Become a burnt and broken down mess