As if every day was a new take And the past all faded away I'm repeating my mistakes like they've never been made Been lost so many times that I've lost count And I have tried to follow a chain of reason in my clotted mind Without it leading to nowhere but doubt Can't stand this town yet I'm still homebound The need to leave is being held down Since I'm all paralysed Wrong path, dead end road Endless deadlocks, broken oaths Been lost so many times that I've lost count I hate my head and its war inside I hate my head and the world outside